B – Page 5 – Kinky Tofu

Kinky cat, caught in the act! More on this developing scandal at 5…

July 24, 2012

Video chatting with M, who’s out of town right now. Just a little tease…

July 23, 2012

Photos from my first latex project, using Archean’s (of Kink Engineering) simple circle skirt pattern. Could have been better, but I’m pretty pleased with it anyway. Looks great once it’s all shined up.

July 18, 2012

First Latex Project: Simple Circle Skirt Pattern

While I did repair M’s gasmask and fixed the cuffs of a catsuit in the last few months, I actually haven’t made anything of my own. But I love a good challenge, so I finally picked a first project for myself.

Some parts of this have been much easier than I thought they would be, while others parts were much more challenging. (Cutting the latex along the pattern? Cake. Gluing the waistband on? My worst nightmare.)

I’m nearly finished now, and while it’s not perfect, I am excited about it. It’s fun to have a first project done and I’m looking forward to shining it up and wearing it. Photos will be forthcoming.

July 17, 2012

Moroccan Tagine

July 9, 2012

Rubbering Together

B has mocked me for long enough, it’s time for my first post. This is all very ironic, since I was the one who originally suggested we do a blog together! I suppose at the time, I was trying one of my famous new relationship “challenges” – was she willing and ready to admit our kinks in an quasi-anonymous open dialog? All of my close personal friends know about my “extra curricular activities”, to some extent – that I tend to be a pervert in the bedroom and those who date me quickly follow suit. Sadly my friends also tend to have fairly vanilla sex lives – thankfully we find common interests among traveling, good food and amusement.

Instead of lamenting about relationship drama (we’re not poly – sorry, no scheduling fetish here) or strict protocol language (we aren’t a 24/7 lifestyle couple); the theme here is documenting some of our bedroom… err dungeon and kitchen discoveries. This project also gives us a bit of focus together, helping build our technical and crafting skills in a pleasurable manner. It’s refreshing to see similar “behind the scenes” adventures, from Fetish Kitsch, Kink Engineering, and of course the unstoppable JG Leathers. Hopefully we’ll be able to pass on some laughs and groans along the way… so welcome!

June 11, 2012

Putting it into words

There are a number of nights I’ve meant to write about in the last few months, but continue to fail putting them down on paper. Sometimes it’s just a lack of time, but other time it’s a lack of vocabulary. How do you describe what it’s like to be brought to the edge repeatedly, to be pushed in ways you hadn’t previously imagined, and to savor every moment of it, even when you’re begging for it to stop?

A few weeks ago, it was M’s night to be in control. He pushed me far enough that I was forced to call a safe word, and later ended up sobbing against his chest for unknown reasons. He’s wanted me to write about that night for awhile now, but how do I do that? What do I say? It’s a lot more complicated than fucking my mouth.

It’s called sub space, but we call it “head space”. When your brain is short circuited and you check-out and can’t think about anything except being in the moment. You’re not thinking about that report due at work or that bill that needs to be paid or that homework that has to be graded. Where you are and what you are doing is simply that moment. That’s what M can do to me, and what I feel deeply inadequate in trying to talk about.

I hope I can give that to M one day, so he can understand what it’s like and why I have such a hard time talking about it.

April 30, 2012